Five thousand, three hundred and thirty-eight
How would you spend a day at the beach?
How would you spend a day at the beach?
I would be taking photographs, collecting seashells with Emily, enjoying the view.
Have you ever experienced altitude sickness?
I haven't.
Was the last show you watched a re-run?
Yeah.
Is there anything, any event, you wish you could remember more clearly?
Absolutely.
When your school has a snow day, how do you spend it?
I am not in school, and when I was, we basically never experienced snow days.
For you, what is the hardest thing about writing?
Getting started.
If you could change your gender for a day, would you?
I suppose, just for the sake of experience.
Do you respond to the people that yell out their car windows at you?
No.
What’s your biggest priority right now?
Adam and Emily.
Do you ever make a big deal out of nothing?
Not usually.
Did you pay attention to anything you were being taught in health class?
Yeah.
If you’ve stayed overnight in a hospital, how did you entertain yourself?
I watched television and slept a lot.
What does it feel like to fall asleep in someone’s arms?
It is pleasant.
Do you recall the first time that you learned the truth about sex?
Vaguely.
How do you hold / position your pillow while you sleep?
I don't do anything with it? It just ... lies there?
I don't do anything with it? It just ... lies there?
What is a common sleeping position for you?
On my side or stomach.
Have you ever rubbed anyone’s feet?
Yeah.
Is there a food that makes you sick just thinking about it?
How 'bout brioche french toast with brown gravy?!
What is one thing you fantasize or daydream about doing?
Travel.
When was the last time you were on a swing set?
About three weeks ago.
Have you ever had “perfect attendance” in school?
Only in like, sixth grade.
Have you ever written anything on a bathroom stall?
No. I don't see the appeal.
Do you find extreme body builders’ bodies to be attractive?
Ew. No.
Do you / would you own a pair of giant sunglasses?
Another thing that I do not see the appeal of.
Are your hands unsteady?
They used to be, when I was on Xanax. I have been off of it for ... almost four months now? It's amazing how much better I feel! Not to mention that my new medication does a much better job of keeping my anxiety at bay.
Are you envious of anyone’s artistic abilities?
Oh, yes.
Do you ignore people when you’re mad / upset with them?
Yes.
Are you starting to realize anything?
Not really.
Are you okay right now?
Yes.
Is there anything you can never forget?
Yeah.
Are you stubborn?
I am.
Has anyone told you that you’re amazing?
Mhm.
Have you ever cried uncontrollably on a boy’s shoulder before?
I have.
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now?
Not at all, haha
Who were you last in a car with?
Adam and Emily.
What time did you get up today?
Eleven.
Have you ever slept on a couch with someone?
Yes :] The couch Adam and I had in Elma was wide and plenty of room for cuddling.
Yes :] The couch Adam and I had in Elma was wide and plenty of room for cuddling.
Who called you at midnight on your birthday?
Sunflower has.
When was the last time you saw your mom?
Last May.
What is the last thing you drank today?
Orange juice.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Adam. We were discussing mortgage rates and inflation.
Is it easy for someone to make you smile / laugh?
It can be.
Do you ever choke on your own spit?
Yes.
Ever feel like you’re not good enough?
Of course.
What’s standing in the way of what you want right now, if anything?
Anxiety, money.
Are you scared of moving on?
Moving on from what?
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Probably.
Anything bothering you?
A little.
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
Doubtful.
Ever liked someone older than you?
Yep.
Has your significant other ever stayed up with you all night?
Mhm.
Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
I have.
Are you afraid to grow up?
Call me Peter Pan.
Are you looking forward to anything?
Yes! I am anxiously awaiting news tomorrow or Tuesday.
Ever been called a bitch?
Yep.
Could you use some sleep right now?
I could always use some sleep.