Five thousand, six hundred and thirty-one
Do you sit on the couch or the floor?
Do you sit on the couch or the floor?
I spent thirteen hundred dollars on a microfiber sectional sofa, you bet I'm going to sit on it!
How many different colleges have you gone to?
One.
How much stress can you handle?
It depends on the source of the stress.
What is something you have to do before you go to sleep every night?
Ugh. I have gone over my bedtime routine a few times before. It is stressful and tiresome. The routine itself.
How confident are you in achieving your dreams?
It varies. Usually not very, which is not ideal.
Do you ever get tired of all the army stuff you see all over the place?
I don't see it that much.
What is one thing you thought you’d never do but have done or are doing?
I never thought I would be living in Indiana, of all places.
Have you ever disowned a friend or family member for their beliefs?
No.
At what point in your life do you think you will be truly happy?
After I get a few things sorted out for myself, then I think I might be well on my way. I have put it off long enough already. It's just not an easy task to tackle, for me, anyway.
Do you ever make pictures or shapes out of the markings in the ceiling?
All.the.time. And not just ceilings, either. There is a fox's face on my kitchen table.
Do you ever feel like your life is too boring or predictable?
It can be sometimes.
Would you rather things be predictable or unpredictable?
Predictable.
Do you really think money will buy your, or anyone else’s, happiness?
It certainly can / could.
Is shopping a form of therapy for you?
Nope.
Do you have to take medication for any mental illness?
I do, for my panic disorder.
Do you believe it is possible for someone to change?
Yes.
Do you like looking at pictures?
I do.
Have you ever set 2 people up and it actually worked out?
I have never set anyone up, no.
Are you good at persuading?
I can be.
Do you think the professional personality tests are bogus?
I don't know which tests in particular this is refering to.
Do you believe everyone should learn another language while still a child?
It's probably a good idea.
How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
Whatever.
Do you care what people think?
In reference to what?
How many dirty looks have you received today?
Zero.
Do you believe the dead can have connections with the living?
I like to believe so. Maybe they are mere coincidences, but my mother and I have had a few experiences that we feel could have been influenced by my dad, if such a thing is possible.
How many times have you looked at a picture and wished you were there?
Several.
And your name is?
Bitter.
How do you like your coffee?
Cold, bittersweet, and creamy. I also like it hot, but I generally prefer iced coffee.
Do you have a job? If so, what do you do? If unemployed, what do you do to keep yourself busy?
Yes. I am a self-published author.
What does the person who texted you last mean to you?
He's my brother and my best friend.
How do you feel about polyamory?
Whatever.
When did you last have sex? Was it good?
Earlier this month, before I got sick. It was quite good.
Which family member do you get along with the most?
My brother.
What are your views on the death penalty?
I don't know.
Do you like horror movies? Why or why not?
I like psychological thrillers, but not jump-scare-gorefest-horrors.
Do you play video games? If so, what are some of your favorites?
I do! Stardew Valley, Pokemon Moon, Skyrim, World of Warcraft, The Sims, Terraria.
Would you ever be able to become a vegan?
No.
How often do you drink alcohol?
Basically never.
Who was your first best friend? What is your favorite memory of / with them? Are you two still friends?
My first best friend was Samantha. One of her birthdays, we spent the night in a tent in her yard. We are friends on Facebook, but we don't communicate, so.
If you could see anyone in concert, living or dead, who would it be?
I have no interest in concerts.
If you were to get married, would you rather have a big extravagant wedding or a small private affair? Explain your answer.
I am married, and I had a small wedding in the backyard of my parents' house [at the time]. It was nothing like what I would have liked and as much as I love the fact that I married Adam and that should be the most important aspect of the event, it does sadden me that my one and only wedding was not how I wanted it. At all.
Do you want kids? Why or why not?
I have a kid.
Would you rather hang out with someone who is always high or someone who constantly wants to get drunk all the time?
Meh.
Have you ever watched the show Teen Mom? What did you think about it?
Nope.
Are you old enough to remember MySpace?
Yes.
Where is the boy you want most?
Downstairs.
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
Here.
How old is the last person you kissed?
Twenty-nine.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex to text you?
Kyle.
What is your current mood?
Tired.
What are you doing tomorrow?
Grocery shopping, going to Lowes to look at refrigerators. It is pathetic how excited I am at the prospect of buying a new refrigerator.
Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides yourself?
Adam.
Do you think you would make a good significant other?
I must, otherwise I assume Adam wouldn't have spent the last almost twelve years with me.
Where were you at 9am this morning?
I was on the couch, trying to persuade Aries to snuggle with me while I browsed Tumblr.
Do you think you’ll be a good mother / father?
I like to hope I am. Many people have told me I am a great mother, so that must mean something.
Do you talk to the person you like everyday?
Yeah.
Do you have trouble deleting your text messages?
No.
Is there something that you haven’t told anyone that you actually would like to tell someone?
No.
Would you rather rent or buy movies?
Depends on the movie.
Have you ever gone anywhere for spring break?
No.
Do you keep a diary or journal (offline or online)?
Not really. I have a bullet journal [which I am so behind on thanks to being sick] but it isn't the same.
Do you document everything in pictures?
No.
Have you ever waited for something for so long and then had it snatched from right underneath you when it seemed so close to grasp?
No?
Choose one: being able to teleport yourself anywhere in the world at any given time or being able to fly?
The former.
Are most of your friends' biological parents married or divorced?
I have no idea, to be honest.
Who do you get most of relationship advice from: guys or girls?
No one.
Do you ever feel like you got the wrong life?
No.
Do you think that you, personally, have been more shaped by experiences or by people?
Experiences.
What was the last compliment you gave a guy?
I don't recall.
With just your life, are you more optimistic, realistic, or pessimistic?
Realitic.
Have you ever thought of how you would give your kids "the talk"?
Not really. I still have time to figure that out, ha
Do you ever feel like you're missing out on something?
Yes.
Is your high school ANYTHING like the ones in the movies?
I attended high school online, so definitely not.
Was one of your grandpas in a war?
No.
Are you afraid of jinxing things?
No.
If you were married, and your spouse's parents became ill, would you let them move into your home?
No.
Have you screamed in a pillow before?
Yes.
Do you need to feel needed?
Kind of.
What do you notice more, somebody's eyes or smile?
Eyes.
Sometimes, does it feel like your life isn't going anywhere?
Sometimes, yes.
Right now, are you at a high, leveled, or low point?
I'm not even sure.
When things go from bad to worse, have you ever been afraid of what kind of person you would be when it was all over?
No.
Have you ever wanted to fast forward your life so you could see if it was worth it?
No.