
Five thousand, six hundred and eighty-two
cosmos: what's one thing you wish you could say to someone you are no longer friends with? There is no one that comes to mind, therefore I have no idea. Also, has it really been almost a month since I last posted something here? Also-also, the new editor sucks.
galaxies: what are three things you want to do before you die? I want to see my books in a book store. I want to travel more. I want to feel truly satisfied and happy.
waxing: what is your proudest accomplishment? Earning enough income from writing to afford a house.
waning: what is your biggest regret? I don't know.
contemplation: if you could wake up one morning and everything in your life was perfect, what would that look like? I would be a highly successful, well-known author with my books published in stores worldwide. My mouth / jaw issues would become non-existent. Anxiety and other mental illnesses would cease to be. Adam, Emily, Kyle and I would be in perfect health, everything would be stable and happy, and we'd get to enjoy all the world has to offer.
night light: who / what makes you feel safe? Adam and my kitties make me feel safe.
ponder: what do you want to do with your life? I've basically answered this, in a roundabout way, in my above answer.
sunset: who is someone you thought would be in your life forever, but you no longer talk to? There are a couple of people from my past that this could relate to. Sorcha, Amanda, and Kathryn are technically in my life, but we basically never communicate [which is not because of lack of trying].
midnight: are you a different person late at night than in the early morning? Yes. I am more lively later in the evening / night.
candle light: are you an indecisive person? Yes.
reflection: have you ever changed something you liked about yourself to satisfy someone else? Yes.
sweet dreams: are you happy? Yeah, although not completely.
nightmare: what are you most afraid of? Loss of loved ones.
constellations: who is someone you could talk to for hours and never stop? Adam, Kyle.
reminder: who is someone you will never forget? Adam, Emily, Kyle.
11-11: what's something you want, but feel like you will never have? The success I strive for.
shooting star: who is someone you trust to help you make the right decisions? Adam.
earth: where do you feel most at home? My house.
soothe: what's one thing that always makes you feel better when you're upset? Kitties, squirrels, penguins.
slumber: what's one thing that helps you fall asleep when it feels impossible? A fan running in the background and something over my eyes to block out the light. I should go Zacci's route and buy an eyemask. I also often have a pillow over my head because Adam sometimes snores and it not only keeps me awake but the sound sometimes infuriates me and frustrates the hell out of me.