Five thousand, six hundred and eighty-eight
Is there someone in your life you wish you never met?
I can think of some people who I would have been better off having never met, sure.
What are you waiting for?
I am not waiting for anything in particular. Aside from maybe inspiration to strike.
Did you sleep well last night?
I slept better than I had the past few nights prior.
Who is the one person on your mind right now?
Adam. Also, Kyle, because he just got home and I was trying to eavesdrop to hear what he was saying to Adam >.>
Describe the last dream you had that you can remember:
I don't know what that would have been.
What is a line from the song you’re listening to right now?
I'm not listening to anything, but I do have the Muppet Babies theme song in my head ...
Anything big weighing down on your mind?
Not really.
Any current family issues?
Nope.
Are you content with your life?
Not entirely. Ever since working on installing the floors, I have been behind on work. Before that, I was sick, and other times I'm just too tired. The last couple days I had a stomach ache. I finally got a break from all that today, thought I had a great idea, then discovered I was mistaken. I'm a little stuck on my druid series, even though I have no reason to be, since I know where I need to take it, so Adam suggested taking a break and working on something else. That was going well until it wasn't. Also, he has said a couple times that book sales have been down -- which is normal for all independent authors, save for the lucky few who somehow have accomplished what I cannot and make thousands of dollars a month regardless, during this time of month -- and that depresses the hell out of me. Cue the depressive episodes and disinterest in all things! Blah.
Not entirely. Ever since working on installing the floors, I have been behind on work. Before that, I was sick, and other times I'm just too tired. The last couple days I had a stomach ache. I finally got a break from all that today, thought I had a great idea, then discovered I was mistaken. I'm a little stuck on my druid series, even though I have no reason to be, since I know where I need to take it, so Adam suggested taking a break and working on something else. That was going well until it wasn't. Also, he has said a couple times that book sales have been down -- which is normal for all independent authors, save for the lucky few who somehow have accomplished what I cannot and make thousands of dollars a month regardless, during this time of month -- and that depresses the hell out of me. Cue the depressive episodes and disinterest in all things! Blah.
Who is the last friend you spent time with outside of school?
lol school
What do you think of your mother?
We get along better now than we ever did during my childhood.
Your father?
He wasn't perfect, but I certainly did love him and I miss him terribly.
Your siblings (if there are any)?
My brother is one of my best friends. My sister and I have our moments.
My brother is one of my best friends. My sister and I have our moments.
Who / What is one person / thing that had the biggest impact on your life?
Adam.
Explain your current feelings for your last ex-boyfriend / girlfriend.
Non-existent.
Why did you two break up?
He cheated on me, multiple times, plus there was hardly a relationship between us to begin with.
He cheated on me, multiple times, plus there was hardly a relationship between us to begin with.
Do you think that people have the power to make their own lives better?
To an extent, sure.
What is the biggest problem in your life right now?
I don't know what I would consider the biggest problem.
Do you ever hate yourself?
There are times when I would say that I detest myself, yes.
What is one band that you find yourself going back to again and again?
The same ones I have listened to most of my life.
Have you ever have a friend with benefits?
No.
Who is the most important person in your life right now?
Adam.
Do you feel like nobody understands you?
No.
Did you have / Are you having a good day?
It has been neither great nor terrible. I woke up with the continuation of my stomachache from the day prior, followed by an unwanted and unintentional four hour nap, during which I consumed neither food nor beverage. During the two hour period before Emily was due to come home, I basically did nothing. Adam ordered some Chinese food and went to pick it up while I waited at the bus stop for Emily. They both arrived at nearly the same time. We went in, ate, and I went upstairs to plot out this idea I had. Adam is going to try to help me make it work out somehow, but I'm currently doubtful that it will work. We'll see.
Have you ever had a crush on someone of the same gender as you?
No.
Have you ever kissed someone of the same gender as you?
No.
What is the one thing you want most from life?
Happiness, adventure, and success. Which is so not one thing but oh well.